First…know that Fantasia’s VH1 Behind the Music special is airing tomorrow night at 9 and in it she explains why she tried to kill herself. And then….

EbenGregory was like…here’s what she said: “I didn’t have any fight in me. I didn’t care about anything. I just wanted out. At that moment, I wanted out. I wanted it to be over with – all of it, all of that shit. I just sat in the closet and looked at the mirror and took all the pills in the bottle. I wanted to go to sleep and just be at peace. I knew exactly what I was doing. You can’t accidentally take a whole bottle of pills. I was tired of people doing me wrong, constantly, over and over again, dealing with my family – my father, dealing with men and their shit – I was tired. My head was hurting me. I was over it.”

I see said the blind man. And now…

Here’s some “not many artists commit suicide by leaping off the pinnacle of success” ice jewelry being dropped by EbenGregory on Tasia trying to off herself over men: Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.

This is EbenGregory.com…telling you that I just couldn’t live with myself knowing I had just killed myself. But that’s just me.

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